He reigns.

Monday, June 12, 2006

mad. 165 posts in half a yr, i am shifting. it takes too long to republish.

here.

changeme.
1:23 PM

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crave for it, want it, desire it, seek, yearn it, feel it.
if we want it, we'll get it.
God will give.

move HOLY SPIRIT, MOVE!
it is a faith filled, spirit filled generation call out to You.
may we see You move,
feel Your touch in the months to come.

all i seek, is You.

changeme.
2:42 AM

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from glory to glory,
this time round, it will be better than PASSION.
this time round, the fire will not die down.
this time round, its time for the lost.

lets see it.
let's be tested in this.
no more all talk no action
this time, its gonna be a SPIRIT FILLED movement.
God will give.
the schools will multiply and amplify.
no more stagnant.
we'll see a BREAKTHROUGH!

CCHMS, we'll see 50 and beyond!
EB, 35 will come to pass
EB2, there will come a flow of converts.
EB1, we'll seek in desperation.
EAST, 200 and beyond is never far.
yhope, 1000 is right before us.

ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE.

thru Him, NOTHING is impossible.

changeme.
2:32 AM

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i promise.
i promised it would
gah
can You pls help me?
from today, i'll lift it up to You
i'll talk to You when i m tempted.
no more.

STOP.

i need strength to overcome it.
i need Yours.
mine doesn't work.
i'll submit it to You.
guide me.
i shall not be in want.

changeme.
1:07 AM

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Sunday, June 11, 2006

going to give 100%
i wanna hear frm You.
nth more.
so let me HEAR.

amen.

changeme.
10:36 PM

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Saturday, June 10, 2006

where should i begin and end?

so much has occurred during this who ENCOUNTER camp.

i am refreshed, renewed. my faith has grown and my trust in God is strengthened.

let me start frm the easiest place: the brginning.

i left early for camp on the 7th of June 2006. it was the start of something awesome. i went there, and it felt like any other camp. but the cool stuff had yet to come.

the first day was games, and i stayed w/ the medics team when the games got more intense, being at hand in case they needed me. it was fun, esp looking at the water game. then there was night teachings. absolutely cool, though i was slpy, but i managed to listen well.. the altar call was amzing, cos it met my objective of dat day, which was to break free from addictions. i went to stage right: disobedience. i felt much better after lifting it up to God.

i went back and bathe. took my phone with me cos i wanted to be contactable. who knew it would bring disaster. my phone smashed on the floor and water seeped in. i went back to my room and i prayed till i cried. it was then my phone worked. i went away and it din work. i prayed as hard but it din work.i cried and prayed and told God to please not take my phone away. He restored it but not fully. i could not stand a phone that was almost useless and therefore i off-ed it and it couldn't work anymore. that was when i realised that God has His own plan and i must learn to trust in it, despite circumstances and consequences.

the second day came and i went for prayer meet. God met my objective right that morning when i was seeking direction for my future. He told me to persevere, thru the words daniel spoke, i believe. it was also an amazing morning, as eelee exercised her gift of tongues for the first time. it was also the first time most of us heard this gift being exercised in our presence. we took spiritual gift test in the afternoon, and my top gift was Faith. found my others pretty low. all below ten. at night, spoke w/ the grp, then w/ joy and cat. they spoke into my life and i'll do my best to change.

the second day was also the day the fevers came. there were many major fever cases that brought michael and his leaders in a whirlwind. thank god for them. i heard joy's gift of healing being exercised and heard of the rapid and supernatural healing frm God.

the second day was a day of anointing as well. it was WOW-ing, to see the whole youth go down on their knees and praying incessantly. i din get prayed for, but i din wan God to pass me by, so i managed to spend time praying as well.

the third day was cool. there was wargame, some plot of shirley's "death". saw her walking ard and asked her abt being "resurrected". medics were on duty so din really play. then there was BRING IT ON. was fun. din know such talents were present in church. 'mazing. the it was IGNITE. WOW-ing. i was slpy for the front part, but i was awaked by a tingly feeling all over me and the healing of my sore throat. the objective i had in mind was to be touched personally by God and indeed, He did. the rest of the concert was cool. this yr more prayer & faith than the prev one.

BREAKTHROUGH 1000!

met dennis a while later and then had some bonding.. then i was recalled back for medic duty thru the night. was reluctant at first but i realised that i grew closer to ppl in medics. slp for abt 1 hr plus thru the night. it was cool. spent most of 4th day w/ medics. it was good. i got to know more ppl. =)

so many goals, so much faith in God

i have been so touched by Him in camp and have come far from the uncertainty i had b4 i went into camp.

i wan to serve and serve HARD. no holding back.
wanna develop skills for the KOG.
i'm ready to commit my time for God.
going to go all out, not going to let anything hold me back.

let CCHMS REALLY see 50 come to pass.

let my bro know Christ by end of JULY

breakthru 1000. going all out.

AMEN!

changeme.
4:03 PM

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Tuesday, June 06, 2006

sick and tired of it all.. every day listen to u grumbling..

watever.

YAY!!! CAMP!!!!

ahh well.

open heart.

changeme.
11:20 PM

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'm sorry.

haix.

changeme.
7:33 PM

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Sunday, June 04, 2006

thank God for joy,
a sister w/ a listening ear,
a sister who cries and laugh with me,
a sister who empathises,
a sister, a spiritual sister,
who is as close as a physical one.

thank God for God,
who is the Real Parent,
whose love is unconditional,
who arms are always open,
whose ears are always ready to listen,
whose mouth is always ready to comfort,
who is always, always there.

i really thank God.

changeme.
9:19 PM

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Saturday, June 03, 2006

well, today was basically a day at nexus. was extremely broke but really thank God who softened my mom's heart and she gave me TWENTY.. haha.

went to nexus at ard 1.30.. i know, very early. hah. then slacked ard, saw dawn, then ppl slowly trickled in. =) then went for svc.

pearly gave me postcard, actually she wrote it b4 going to hong kong and gave it to li yin to give to me. she write until its her last words. nah, i'm missing my shepherd. ahh!!! yep, we're different.

anyway, svc had prayer for HS. wow. ying hui, vicky and rui xian received. praise God!

then after svc wen to eat dinner. had lesson after dat. went to shepherd's class. it was fun. mixing w/ new ppl.

thank God, my mom did scold me, not sure abt dad, he's not back yet. well...

hmmx, lots of stuff going on in my life and mind. come on, i need to grow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GROW, GROW, GROW!!!!!!!

more of You, less of me.

din see tino at svc, where's he?

blessed.

changeme.
10:49 PM

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Friday, June 02, 2006

ahh!! to day is the RC opening. its so fun lorx. i really enjoyed fellowshipping and stuff, got to know more ppl and grew closer to those i know... played mahjong, i actually won't like 2 times in a row!!! haha. nv won b4. thank God for justina. also learnt to play bridge, barely.. and also learnt magic. lol. BOBBY. so fun. it was just a really great time of slacking ard. lol.

camp coming!!!!! ahh, can't wait manx. its gonna be VERY exciting!!!! hahah. set camp objectives le? i did!! it's w/ pearly. yay!!! and gonna be medic. sounds vry cool. get to know more ppl. and of course, see more of God's work. =). looking forward to camp.

missing cat, manda, pearly, shern and all the rest. aww, they must be enjoying themselves in hong kong. hope dat they are getting enuff slp!!! have fun!!

tmr and sunday is like a packed day. this is a packed week. woohoo! hope to study during hols too. come on!!!

gonna STOP. by Your strength, and will.

blessed and guided

changeme.
11:06 PM

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